I try to prolong the love and have an orgasm again. And gradually I became addicted to orgasm many times in one love.
When “falling in love” with my wife, I always see when “leaving the army” there is a feeling of ecstasy that people still call “the top”. That was really very normal, nothing worth discussing. But there was a time during “sex”, although I had not reached the finish line yet, I still had the feeling of “getting on top” in a certain posture. It makes the total love in a state of ecstasy. And of course I have the second pleasure when “finish”. That wonderful feeling makes me want to experience it again. The next time I had sex with my wife, I tried to recall the position that caused the feeling of ecstasy when I was not released from the army and did so, I really wanted to leave the army but tried to control and achieve an orgasm even. when the “little boy” still “raised his gun”.
Then I try to prolong the love and have an orgasm again. And gradually I became addicted to orgasm many times in one love. My mood becomes more cheerful and because of that, I love my wife more. But it that at first, enjoying the pleasure many times took place very difficult. Sometimes I could not “hold” and rushed to the finish line, but after a period of practice I mastered the situation. At least in one love I feel 2 to 3 times up. Every day I was so excited, but immediately released, I was very upset. But because it engrossed me in chasing the feeling of “peaking” many times in love and just focused on self-satisfaction, I forgot my wife’s discomfort.
Sometimes she is too tired because of her long-lasting love and let me fight alone, she probably has no strength to cooperate.
Recently, she rejected almost every suggestion of me for a thousand different reasons. At first I thought she had a boyfriend, I followed but did not find any point that proves it. After I had frankly told her about avoiding the pillow with me, she confessed that lately I don’t care how she feels. Don’t do the “types” she likes to make her unsatisfied or on top. Also, the prolonged love makes her tired, and it feels like she’s being sexually abused, not just harmony or sharing.
I know I was too selfish in that; I apologized and promised to make up for my wife. But above, if we follow the way we used to do, I am completely dissatisfied. I always feel uncomfortable after each love because I always have to deny myself my desires. As a good wife and pampering her husband, she lets me do what I like from time to time, even though she has to make sacrifices. I know that, too, but can’t control my own desires.
Recently, I suddenly could not “leave the army”, even she was satisfied and wanted to end the love affair. There was a time when I had to finish but not “to the top” and when it was done it was very tiring. Once I was on top but couldn’t “leave the army” and my wife helped me handle it… by hand (which is troublesome for her). Sometimes she is too tired because of her long-lasting love and let me fight alone, she probably has no strength to cooperate.
I worried and be scared about possible sexual dysfunction. I went to see a specialist for a checkup, but I have not come to an official conclusion but need to follow up for a while. Perhaps because I am too “greedy” to achieve orgasm many times that has led to the current “mess” situation.